It's About Time--

What an eventful last few weeks. Easter flew into Mother's Day, which was a whirl to Rilee's birthday the end of May, then, sadly, last week ended in a baby's funeral for a dear friend in our ward. Interestingly enough, watching faithful people endure life's difficulties is actually inspiring and gives a fresh perspective in life.

This was the first funeral I encountered as RS President, but it was softened, somewhat, because of the amazing faith building experience it was, and going through it with a good friend. The coolest, most positive part of it all, apart from understanding this is NOT the end and this family will see Katelynn again, was knowing that a 7 week old baby had affected hundreds of lives in such a short time. Realizing that many who live full lives may not affect the good, the change, the desire to do better, as this tiny baby has.

My friend, Leta Greene, who has two "miracle" children and endured 7 miscarriages, felt she was supposed to get pregnant again last year. Leta has Epstein-Barr Syndrome, has chronic arthritis already, and getting pregnant debilitates her body/back/and hip so severely, she ends up on bedrest and a wheelchair for a good part of it. Despite this, she did get pregnant, and two weeks later, her husband (a young, healthy, triathlete) had an unexpected heart attack and she almost lost him. (This was also following him getting hit by a UTA bus the year previous and almost dying!)

During the pregnancy, they found the baby's heart, brain, and kidneys had some abnormalities and may not survive the pregnancy, and if she did, she may be severely handicapped. The Greene's perservered. They had faith. They prayed. Katelynn Faith (meaning "pure faith"), spent her whole little life in Primary Children's NICU/PICU. She needed heart surgery to survive, but her kidneys began to fail, and she couldn't breathe on her own. Her parents did what they could, and after trying two smaller heart surgeries to help her get by until the "real" one, they knew they needed to let her go and stop her pain, even knowing theirs would continue.

They greeted each set back, each test, each negative possibility, with faith, hope, determination, and positivity. So many have been touched by their trial, their reliance on God, and their sweet Katelynn. Stories were gathered from many, many people from all over, and compiled into a book, as a tribute to Katelynn and her parents. They are amazing, inspiring, thought-provoking. I was honored to contribute the following:

"Katelynn was here for us--anyone who was lucky enough to be around her and have felt of her HUGE spirit knows this. There was so much I learned and felt, more than could be put in words, during the brief encounters I had with her. She taught me so much, so quickly. Like Leta always testifies, this was supposed to be, no matter what it took to get her here, no matter the painful moments of missing her, or the physical pain as a result.
As soon as I walked into Katelynn's little room in the NICU, I was overcome with the Spirit, and felt I was on hallowed ground. I felt her spirit was larger than life. I tried hard not to overstep my bounds and not ask to be able to touch her, be close to her, but it seems I couldn't help it. My spirit desired to, hoped to be near her, so I gingerly touched her hand, and cupped her knee/foot. Instant peace. Aching at the reality of the situation, but Joy.
Paul's words now come to mind when thinking of Katelynn, "I have fought a good fight, I have kept the faith." Leta and Nathan have allowed Katelynn's life to do such good, by sharing her and her fight with us all. Thank you. Watching them in their "extremeties" has turned hearts to God. Testimonies have been strengthened. Desire to do better has increased. Appreciation for blessings has grown. Faith has overcome despair. We have all been changed, for good, from this tiny, valuable life.
The Savior promises, "I will not leave you comfortless", even when at times it feels we are. In those times, our spirits may ache, but they also are being sheltered, and comforted, by unseen hands. He reminds us that "in the world ye shall have tribulation, but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world". And now, Katelynn has, too."

It's hard not to be grateful for the lives we live, the air we breathe effortlessly, the health we enjoy, the freedom we are granted. It's hard not to want to "improve our time" we are given on earth. To stop complaining, to start appreciating, serving, loving, and living as our perfect Examplar, our Savior. Here's to doing more, reaching out, reaching up, doing our best. So many would give anything to have that chance at life again! Thanks, Katelynn, because you have forever changed me, and so many, "for the better". Ah, perspective IS everything...